my heart is hurting
and i can't tell anyone.
my heart is hurting
yet i can't tell anyone.
THIS IS THE LAST TIME
I PROMISE MYSELF
YOU FUCKING LIAR!
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN IT
BUT I JUST DIN WANT TO FACE IT.
VEXED!
I AM E STUPIDEST PERSON ON EARTH
BUT I STILL CANT CONTROL MYSELF
EVERYTIME MY PHONE RINGS, I WISHED IT WAS YOU
EVEN A MESSAGE WILL MAKE MY DAY
I CLOSE MY EYES AND I CAN ONLY SEE YOU
I CAN STARE AT MY PHONE E WHOLE DAY JUST WAITING FOR YOU
EVERYTIME WHEN I'VE FORGOTTEN 10% OF YOU
YOU'LL APPEAR MIRACULOUSLY AND ADD ON 100% OF YOU
EVEN SO, I STILL DON'T WANT TO FORGET YOU
i guess this post will mark the end of our relationship.
i've been thinking so long, it's our fault tat we ends up like this
it take 2hands to clap for whatever that has led us to now. I'M SORRY!
you said you'll change, how many times have i heard that before
this morning when i saw you on my bed. i have an impulse the hug yo and say we'll start all over again.
tat's it! the moment i thought of this. i told myself NO!
this is the only chance to escape from this relationship. i wouldn't have the guts to do it anymore.
if i were to forgive you this time, i will definitely forgive the next time because i think it's serious enough
long ago i knew that you are not the man for me, but i dragged on because we have a baby.
though a single mom will be very hard, i'll try my best.
i'll start pursuing a new kind of life tat i want.
what is it i really want? i have no idea too.
i'm just living day by day not knowing what's gonna happen later.
and what's gonna be in future.
boring monday.
i'm doing mani and pedi now..
wanted to do it so long ago but i was too busy
i'll have nice toe nails after this =)))))
saturday was FUN!
not seh at all. no hangover the next day.
and i danced with a guy, he's very cute under the lights. haha
but sorry i freaked sy out. don worry m won't kill you.
he'l kill me first. lol
i'm feeling so restless =(
don't know why
i have alot to write
but i don't know where to start from